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August 8, 2023
I wished we lived near each other so we could talk face to face. I wish you were my neighbor. As far as communication goes, I think a lot gets lost in emails. Phone calls would be better, but in-person, face to face communication is best.
Note from Bigfoot Eruption: We recognize that all these topics can be emotional, for both. The POC tells us not to take offense by anything that is shared. Sounds difficult, right? So, we think this is what he means about face to face being better. Getting points across without it seeming upsetting. Bigfoot Eruption has tried to take more of a journalist approach. Evidently, we let our emotions show. August 14, 2023
I’m not sure what you think of me. I know I say things that do not agree with your worldview. Make no mistake, I held the same worldview as you for the majority of my life. In the back of my mind, I still have that worldview. It’s still there. It’s not completely gone. Perhaps we can shift the focus and start looking at things from a different angle. Instead of me repeating my moral objections about Heidi’s daughter spending an eternity in hell, or how I hate how God and Jesus do nothing to protect innocent children…perhaps we can go into full Alien/Alberino/Jesus mode. I’ll start the conversation right now and if you agree, we can continue from this angle.
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So, I was just watching Tim Alberino’s new YouTube video. Have you seen it? It’s about an “alien attack” that happened last month in some remote village in Peru. I’ll be honest, I didn’t even know he had a YouTube channel. However, I’m familiar with Tim. I know who he is. I’ve known about him for a few years. I was going to buy his book “Birthright” a year or so before we re-connected. I remember you and I talked about getting his book at one point. Anyway, when I went to watch YouTube in my bedroom earlier this afternoon, you know, the bedroom where I sleep alone and don’t have sex with my wife in…Tim’s new video was front-and-center and begging me to click on it. So, I did. I’ve watched about 30 minutes so far. I ended up falling asleep, but I will watch the rest later tonight. After waking up from my nap, I pulled that video up on my computer and started reading the comments…lots of interesting comments.
OK, so the Christian Rob Ness is one that believes that God can heal him from a wasp sting but also believes the same God doesn’t love him enough to prevent the wasp sting. This is puzzling to you, right? I get it, believe me, I do. The Christian Brian Martin has believed his entire life that God had very special things planned for him because He saved his life when he was a fresh out of the womb. However, Brian’s beliefs changed at some point. What really changed his mind was when he learned that baby born the same day, with the exact same ailments, died on day two of his life. Many of my beliefs have changed. If you are still wondering how God let the wasp sting go down like it did, then that’s OK. You hold onto whatever beliefs you want. We can each have our own beliefs and still try to figure things out. Remember, in the back of my mind, I still have the same worldview that you have. Bottom line, I’m just questioning whether any of it is true or not…that’s all I’ve been doing all this time.
Let’s talk about Jesus for a moment. In the Bible, in Isaah 7:14, the birth of Jesus was prophesied, or so we think. Let’s assume it’s true as we always have. I’m going to try and steer clear of the Bible stuff. We both know the story of Jesus. We have both accepted Him as our savior. Christians believe that Jesus was born of a virgin, died on the cross for our sins, and rose 3 days later. Generally speaking, Christians have a very loving viewpoint about Jesus. I think we all think about Him a little differently, but overall, there is no other who even comes close to Jesus. I don’t know where He’s at when a big wasp stings us in the face or when tires blow out on the highway. I seriously don’t know where He’s at when these things happen. Likewise, I don’t know why He would save my life, but not the life of the baby who was born the same day as me, with the same health problems, in the same hospital. Me and the other baby were side-by-side in the same Neo Natal Intensive Care Unit. He was in one incubator, and I was in another, just a few feet away. I lived. He died. Why did Jesus allow this? I don’t know. I have no earthly idea if He was even there.
So, generally speaking, you believe that God and Jesus are with you all the time, right? That’s why you pray to them in the grocery story about which peanut butter to buy. I get it. I understand. I used to believe the same way. However, my beliefs have changed. I no longer believe in the “footprints in the sand.” You know what I’m talking about right when I say that, right? I’ll just assume that you do. Do you want to know why I no longer believe in the footprints in the sand? Because of my life. Because of the millions of children that God and/or Jesus do not protect. I’m going to try my best not to repeat any of my normal moral arguments. However, I have a new argument…from a different angle.
Ok, for all intents and purposes, you are the Bigfoot expert, and I am the UFO expert. For as much interest that you’ve always had in bigfoot, I’ve equally had the same interest in UFO’s. I once saw a UFO and I’ll never forget it. Ever since that happened, I’ve been beyond fascinated with them. I know all the “famous” UFO stories. One of those stories, a famous case out of New Mexico in the 1960’s (Lonnie Zamora case), came into my life a few months ago. I was watching some UFO documentary on YouTube and they covered that famous case. The documentary was kind of like a compilation of famous cases. Anyway, a pic of that UFO came up on the screen. It wasn’t an actual photo. It was either an artist’s rendition or maybe it was created by CGI. Here’s the deal, that pic was EXACTLY the same as I saw in my sighting. For years, I used to describe what I saw as something that looked like the Goodyear Blimp. However, that description wasn’t ever exactly right…that picture in the YouTube documentary was exactly what I saw back in 1983 (maybe 84). Kind of weird, right?
Now, do you remember Sybilla Irwin? You know, the bigfoot sketch artist? You know her because you’ve dealt with her before. So, she and I occasionally chat via email. I hadn’t talked to her for several months, but we chatted some last week. What I’m about to share with you, please keep it to yourself because I don’t know if I have permission to share it.
Last week, (name deleted) shared some very crazy experiences she’s had in her life. She had previously shared other things with me too, but what she shared last week is beyond comprehension. She has clear and vivid memories of …
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Look, what’s so fascinating about (name deleted) experiences is that I know 100% that she’s telling the truth. She has shared TONS of things with me. She is very special. She is very kind…and she had…
Note: The point of this portion is, “How can someone have Jesus and the Bible in their narrative if they experienced the paranormal from a young age?” See the Bigfoot Eruption reply, below.
Note: Sharing about reincarnation deleted due to permission to share.
I have always been aware of these types of things…like the things that (deleted) has experienced. I’ve heard thousands of accounts over the years. Is reincarnation a possibility? I don’t know. Hindus believe there is. Even I have considered it because I’ve had strange feelings deja’vu many times in my life. I think it’s possible that I may have… (more deleted)
Research Robin McRay.
Do you know who Robin McCray is? I’ve mentioned her before. She’s more of a bigfoot experiencer. She’s been experiencing bigfoot since she was in the crib. She seems to be a very kind person too. Robin’s worldview is VERY different…like nothing you’ve ever heard. She’s also been abducted by aliens, MANY times.
Rob, the thing is, so much of what happens in this world does not fit the Christian narrative. In Tim Alberino’s new video from today, he talks about a REAL-LIFE ALIEN ATTACK taking place in some remote village in Peru. This happened sometime last month. They tried to abduct a 15-year old girl, but she escaped their grasp. This is not new to the villagers. They’ve experienced them before. These beings are known to cut the skin off people’s faces, much like how cattle mutilations occur. I’m sure you’ll watch the video. I’m going to watch the rest of it tonight or in the morning.
With everything that falls into “high strangeness,” where does Jesus come into play? Whether its UFO’s, alien abductions, bigfoot, dogmen, ghosts, poltergeists, reincarnation experiences, or sex-magic waitresses…WHERE IS JESUS?
Even in our own lives, we’ve never experienced Jesus. If someone ever asks me what Jesus has ever done for me, I couldn’t give them an answer. Sure, I could say He saved my life at birth, but I couldn’t say that with a straight face knowing that He allowed the baby right next to me die. Other than that, I don’t have anything. I don’t think any of us do, do we? That’s why I asked you in a previous email for you to write your own book for the Bible. If you got something going on that I don’t, then I would sure like to hear about it. Otherwise, I look at both of us as being two guys who have lived similar lives. We both have an interest in the unknown and we both believe in Jesus. Where is Jesus though? Because the only evidence that I have is from a book that was written no less than two thousand years before I was born. That book isn’t helping people who are experiencing terrifying things in this world right now. Even if they do believe in Jesus and the Bible, they aren’t spared the terrors of high strangeness or any of the other terrible things of this world (the other things I mention all the time).
There are some crazy things going on in this world right now. The thing is, God and Jesus could have stopped them a long time ago. They actually could have stopped them before they even started. If there is a God and/or a Jesus, they could have easily written a different story, couldn’t they of? God could have skipped the whole “freewill” thing from the very beginning. Instead of drowning everyone, He could have just poofed everyone out of existence, right? He could have had the insight to know what was going to happen in this evil world and He could have just created human beings in the way that He wanted them to be in the first place. We would have been none the wiser, right? He didn’t do that though. Instead of just creating the Robbie Ness that was going to be in heaven anyway, He created the Robbie Ness that has had to endure all of life’s hardships. Ultimately, I see great moral failings with a God who has made us live this way…
Take care my friend,
Bigfoot Eruption Responds:
I have come around since getting stung. I have had time to research it, and talk to people about it.
Yes, I heard a re-boot episode/tribute for Scott Carpenter. Almost sent the link to you. Tony of the Confessionals podcast had become friends with him as they lived ten miles apart. This fed into my thought of certain people being given disease to end their life, perhaps because they were getting too close to the truth.
In sharing thoughts, as we continue to figure things out, I have learned things that would be not in your agreement, so I am not sure to share, but our discussion has to be a sharing of ideas. So, I ponder.
Even though I think that pastor at church was wrong to not get together with me to talk more Indepth, I get what he is saying. I think I could keep a discussion Christ centered, personally, but since then I have been reading my copy of “When God Doesn’t Make Sense” by James Dobson.
Also someone at church gave me a prophetic word about the bee sting.
Also, my reaching out for God to lead, as I practice giving Him room/or the opportunity to somehow communicate to me. This is part of my research. It is seeming that the unpopular stance on faith and trust in what God is doing, may be part of the key to hearing from Him. The part that is said that, God isn’t speaking to us, but it is just us in our own heads. So, I am saying, that I may be seeing the formula of how the faith/trust thing works for results.
Then I met a guy from my past that has tons of content to share with me, including a video series called Revelation 2020, in which the guy shares that by not being patient for God to reveal the meaning of scripture, and thus adding in presumptions, it makes it so we are not as willing to accept the true meaning of scripture later.
Presumptions, how we do like to presume. So those are things I have been experiencing, without me going into too much detail.
We saw the movie about Chuck Smith and the founding of Calvary Chapel, Jesus Revolution. We go to Calvary Chapel, Corvallis, and our pastor Rob was trained by Chuck Smith. In the movie it is said to many that it was not something that they can explain, but a feeling. So I was reminded of that. For those that have eyes and ears…meaning, just like we have been told, the world will think it is crazy.
Like in the New Testament when Jesus said things in a way that only some would understand, it is about timing.
These past sentences are strategy to me, and is the hypocrital Christian stuff too, some would say, but still part of the formula I am working with.
Christian PTSD stuff? Ok, sure, we all like a good crutch. It could be said that everyone on the planet has their own PTSD for justifying all the things they can’t easily put into words.
So your new angle, I will find it interesting, and won’t trash your side of things, but it is true, we are agreeing to disagree, for the most part, as I still am feeling, that there is so much we don’t know, our presumptions are us seeking knowledge that God may be saying “No” to, for now.
I filter what you say, or try, but it is hard because I have loved God for a long time, thus a personal relationship.
Ok, the new angle.
Sybilla Irwin, and you believe her, right…
It is possible that God did not save you as a baby, and God also did not kill the baby next to you. But that shit happens. You got to live for no reason, and now here we are. It helped your mom to believe that God be praised for allowing her to still have her baby, and that may be very ok. The other baby went to heaven and is way better off than either of us.
Also, a factor I have hinted at including in our search, are generational curses.
Also, prayer can be a factor. After the bee sting, Kristen got off the phone and prayed. It went away immediately. Did that help, maybe. But the point would be is that she did it.
When I survived the Covid Coma Double Pneumonia, Kristen had hundreds of people praying. It helps her to think that this helped, but it makes sense that it may have helped, if we consider, their may be a formula within the madness.
Do people die even with hundreds praying? Sure, all the time. But getting out all kinds of data. Looking for common threads.
Another consideration is that with the pain you have suffered, you are hurting, and so God revealing some things may take time, because He loves you enough to give you your space to be mad. You want a presumed answer instead of waiting, perhaps a lifetime, for the actual answers, I presume. Like I presume we will continue learning in Heaven.
Parts to the formula…timing…
Sybilla…interesting I thought she was a “Christian” Christian.
One one hand to give your self up to hypnosis is a dangerous thing because who knows what influences are allowed in at that point. Previous lives? Well, now more fringe ideas that take us further from the Christ view. Some would say that is a good thing, but interesting that these other views, dismantling our faith, could look like a strategic plan by the “enemy.” but as long as we are discussing and learning…
Not needing Jesus because she has an Alien world view? Well, I believe Jesus can be a part of that vies, as Alberino would agree.
Like you were sad for my PTSD Christian wife, I am sad for Sybilla. Meaning, I want more for her than that. But right, hashing out ideas.
I will research Robin McCray.
In my learning of the high-strangeness I have felt that it all makes sense with Jesus not taking a hit of credibility, personally. The alien thing is possibly to prepare us for when the anti-Christ is revealed, we will all be so indoctrinated with the UFO stuff, that the world goes along with it. I believe this is also an Alberino belief.
Circling back to God and Jesus could have stopped all of this…we are back to that question. If they are many chess moves ahead of us, then it is possible they will be victorious.
If Satan is not real, then God is just twisted, but still allowed a redemption plan? Maybe there is no salvation for anyone and He is just playing around, enough to have the Son portion of the Trinity suffer and die, for a pretend hope of being saved. That doesn’t make sense to me, and I can’t lose my hope of Salvation based on that. That’s me.
If Satan is real, then all of the pondering, is making him very pleased. But as wise and full of knowledge that he is, it seems he has made some blunders. Did God force him to have blundering moves? As you know I am trying to keep track of each, to study it.
Good questions again, and again God still created everything. An idea that He screwed it up still makes Him God. Like Job lost when he challenged God, we would likely also lose. I don’t like the perceived arrogance when He put Job in his place, so I am researching Gods love vs the moments that are like that.
Also, a discussion with God would be so overwhelming that “Why would we fully understand?”
Again, the fringe stuff that does not allow a Savior, but shares of no Heaven, but reincarnation, when we have already agreed that God is real…
Could God have used reincarnation? I have no idea. But I do know we can muddy the waters. So, my strategy to honor Him, in certain ways, to get clearer focus/His favor, which would then not be proof to anyone. Thus, this is our situation.
I have also felt DeJa’Vu before. An interesting topic.
Again, I think if we listened to Alberino, He gives thought about all of this still being a Narrative that includes Christ. Let’s keep listening to Tim, seems to have a good approach.
Where is Jesus? The Holy Spirit is here. Jesus is not. Some would say that is convenient tripe. Well then if a Christian is wrong, then nothing is lost, in my opinion. But I have felt too much personally, to discount the path I am on.
Seeing Jesus through the lives of others, that is a good thing. You once said that Muslims are nicer than Christians. If Christians are attacked more for loving Christ, then Muslims have it easier. Meaning, if Satan is not attacking them as much, because he already has them lost; thus, focusing the rampage at us. They don’t see Christ as Savior, so…job well done by Satan.
Proving Jesus as Savior or as Creator, the world is angrily against this. One angle for me, is that sort of thing is a clue, to being on the right side. If that is the side a person wants to take.
We won’t be given the proof we are looking for. More likely that some will use that, to mislead us. If we could bite from the tree of knowledge like Adam and Eve, would we? For some reason it is being made clear (?) that seeking all knowledge, for now, is a “No.” If that makes God a jerk, He is still God, and again, knows way more than we do.
So, we won’t be given the proof we are looking for, but we may get the proof we were not looking for. The stuff God knows that, we need for now. Tripe? But still a discussion.
Again, PTSD may go both ways.
Thanks.
Key Questions:
Where is Jesus in all this high strangeness?