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We met Stephanie at work. Two things come to mind. A discussion about her child dying, and then a discussion about how to self-publish a book on Amazon. These discussions led us to discover her book:

A Wretch Like Me

A Wretch Like Me (A Wretch Like Me – Raw and Unfiltered): KOONTZ, STEPHANIE, Miholer, Sue: 9781676492559: Amazon.com: Books

A WRETCH LIKE ME: CENSORED EDITION: KOONTZ, STEPHANIE, MIHOLER, SUE: 9798656965521: Amazon.com: Books

The story of a life of self-hate, the consequences of it, and rising from the ashes. In the end, giving God the glory.

When we did read the book, we were horrified that one life had to endure so much.

We are happy to call Stephanie our friend, even though, knowing what she went through, we feel somewhat, unworthy.

We sent a copy to our San Antonio contact. She wanted him to have a copy because of his own personal tragedy. In doing so we learned that the copy we sent him had a subtitle, named, CENSORED. Of course this means, the gritty details were taken out. We told him we would send the original copy. He said, “No” that the CENSORED version was enough. After we did read our uncensored copy, we felt we knew why he said this. It was horrifying, and we are sure that his copy was enough for him. It got the point across. We know it will make him again question God allowing people to experience such pain. And it did.

Escape; image, by IgorShubin – Pixabay.

Escape; image, by IgorShubin – Pixabay.

“After a certain point of drug usage, changes in brain chemistry that alter how the individual thinks and acts, aiming our only focus on maintaining the addiction.” – Stepahanie Koontz, Page 40, A Wretch Like Me.

Did Stephanie feel a bit evil; image, by Bigfoot Eruption Discord Mid-Journey.

On May 20, 2024, Stephanie told us that she was speaking that night at a church. I asked if they would ask her to CENSOR what she said, and she said no. She did say one time someone said, “I can’t believe she talked that way at church!”

Stephanie and Bigfoot Eruption agree, we need to speak this way more often at church.

She tells her story, because it is truth. She says that truth sets us free.

May 21, 2024, she said her speaking engagement went well. “Never enough books,” meaning she needed more to give or sell.

We said that we should be her groupies and come to each event. She smiled.

Question: “Find your husband, was that like such an amazing love that suddenly all the hardship was easier?”

Answer: “That is the next book.”

May 22, 2024, we said, ‘Question.” And she stopped.

Question: How does self-hate compare to oppression when oppression is an attack?

Answer: Similar.

Question: Are non-Christians attacked by oppression?

Answer: Yes.

This got us thinking. Why would Satan attack someone who is already lost. Why exert so much energy one person, again, already a lost soul?

We conclude that Satan somehow knew that she was special, or destined to be his enemy, so he went at her hard. How would he know that?